Maybe this is just me, but does the song "Imaginary" but Evanescence remind you of Kate's life during Hollow Kingdom, or at least when Marak is trying to kidnap her? Even a little? Maybe I'm just crazy. I've kinda thought it for a while and I was listening the song today.
Here are the lyrics:

"Aaah
Paper flowers
Aaah
Paper flowers

I linger in the doorway
Of alarm clock screaming monsters
Calling my name
Let me stay
Where the wind will whisper to me
Where the raindrops as they’re falling tell a story

In my field of paper flowers
And candy clouds of lullaby
I lie inside myself for hours
And watch my purple sky fly over me

Don’t say I’m out of touch
With this rampant chaos - your reality
I know well what lies beyond my sleeping refuge
The nightmare I built my own world to escape

In my field of paper flowers
And candy clouds of lullaby
I lie inside myself for hours
And watch my purple sky fly over me

Swallowed up in the sound of my screaming
Cannot cease for the fear of silent nights
Oh how I long for the deep sleep dreaming
The goddess of imaginary light

In my field of paper flowers
And candy clouds of lullaby
I lie inside myself for hours
And watch my purple sky fly over me

Aaah
Paper flowers
Aaah
Paper flowers"

Yes, I am bombarding your inboxes with stories. Sorry about that but I decided since I haven't put anything up in a while and I have all these stories just sitting on the computer I might as well post them on here.

Yes, I am evil. Well, I was just thinking because people liked my Chain Reaction and the sequel The Ransom so much that I would just post a bunch on there. Tell me what you think!

It's that time of year again. The ball has fallen. The drinks have been drunk. The resolutions have been made. And it's time to save innocent lives once more.

Yes, it's time for the awesome March for Life. And this time it's more dangerous that ever before. Oh joy. Aren't we all just so excited to go to D.C. this year? But that's okay I'd go even if I had a broken limb and was having chronic pain. I'd go even if it meant death. That's the point. I'd give my life if it meant I could even save one unborn infant.

This year is so dangerous, as previously stated, because of this...oh how to put this lightly...different inauguration. I am not here to discuss politics, so please do not attempt to breach this entry with that subject. But because of this history-making event there is going to be a ginormous amount of people there. There is a great possibility of riots and the like. The crowds will be terrifying especially with my disability of being anti-social at times, and my hatred and fear of large groups of people I do not know. But I pray that I make it through. I have my sister and her boyfriend to protect me however you can't always feel entirely safe with only an eighteen-year-old girl and a shy, quite, and sensitive twenty-year-old boy. Nevertheless I must indulgence in the comforts that I do have protectors.

This week Wednesday is also my fifteenth birthday, and the day that we arrive, after a cramped 20+ hour bus ride, at Washington D.C. And did I even mention the traffic jams that will occur because for this historical event? My gosh. I pray that everything will go all right. I'm scared. Plus I've been sick since last week Tuesday. I just can't get healthy. Oh well, I'll do it. Nothing is stopping me! Not this time. Not ever.

(Leave Tuesday, January 20. Return Saturday, January 24.)

How much of your teenage life have you "messed up?"

[X] gotten kissed (Umm..on the cheek, does that count?)
[ ] gotten a phone taken away in class
[ ] gotten suspended
[ ] gotten caught chewing gum
[ ] gotten caught cheating on a test
Total so far:1

[x] arrived late to class more than 5 times (think)
[ ] didn't do homework over 5 times
[x] turned at least 3 projects in late
[x] missed school just because you felt like it
[ ] laughed so loud you got kicked out of class
Total so far: 4

[x] got your mom, dad, etc to get you out of school
[ ] text people during class
[x] passed notes
[x] threw stuff across the room
[x] laughed at the teacher
Total so far: 8

[x] been in a fight at school, fist or verbal
[x] took pictures during school hours
[x] called someone during school hours
[ ] listened to iPod, CD, etc during school hours
[x] skipped a class period
Total So Far: 12

[x] threw something at the teacher
[x] went outside the classroom without permission
[x] broke the dress code
[ ] failed a class
[x] ate food during class
Total So Far: 16

[x] gotten a call from school
[ ] couldn't go on a field trip cause you behaved badly
[x] didn't take your stuff to school
[x] given a teacher the finger when they weren't looking
[x] curse during class/school
total so far: 20

[x] faked your parents signature
[x] slept in class
[x] cursed at your teacher
[x] copied homework
[ ] got in trouble with the principal-the vice principal
total So Far: 24

Multiply by 3

Grand total: 72% (Sweet)



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Oh my frickin' goshness my little cheeckies, school is drawing near. In fact it starts tomorrow!!! Die, school, die! It wouldn't be so bad if it wasn't my first day of highschool, I didn't go do a freakishly retarded private school (who even looks at your myspace...read on to find out more...), and if my summer was to my satisfaction (it might have been if it had not been for my laziness and procrastination!!!)

So....it's my first day/year of highschool and I don't know how to feel about it. My sister is all like don't be scared it's fine and then at the same time she's all like highschool sucks but not as much as grade-school and at the same time she's like highschool is great.....uuhh....what am I suppose to feel....And then when people ask if I'm excited for highschool and I tell them "I don't know....I don't know what to feel about it..." they all look at me like "WTF?!" Dude, I don't know I just have mixed feelings and crap....Different info from different people (or the same person) about the same subject is confusing.... Plus there are all these teachers, and subjects and hassle and bustle going to this class to that class, even though I had some of that in junior-high and 5th grade this is alot more challenging, intiminading, and confusing...

And to make matters worse...my ex-boyfriend (who I wasn't suppose to date because I can't until I'm 16) has almost all of the same classes as me....:glower:

What happened is that we started dating accidentally..let's say crushes gone overboard. Before I knew it he was all over me and I did not enjoy it...the attention was nice but...ugh...Well yeah...my conscience was killing my because I was totally going against everything I was told and promised in my mind...and I couldn't tell anyone because of the fear. And everytime I told him I didn't like this realationship, I can't do this and such he'd be all like "okay, we'll take it slower..." I didn't want it slower, I wanted it to end...So eventually when summmr came and couldn't talk to each other and then he called me and I told me (almost screamed it) "I can't do this, I just want to be friends and that all I ever want to be." And everything was cool....

Then a week or whatever later our class had a party and stuff. It was nice and also a little awkward. So in the beginning he was all like I have to talk to you later...

Towards the end he asked me if we were really through and if we were going to date when we are 16..I was like we are over and no....blah blah blah....

So then at the School Fall Festival my friend Veronica is working in the game next to me and then she told me what happened after the party...

Later, after the party, that bastard called her up and was practically pouring his heart out to her. How he always liked her. He was lieing in his heart when he was with me. How when he said I was the prettiest in the class he really ment her...and blah blah blah...

HaHaHa in his ugly face...she never even liked him...so now he is a lone. Part of me wishes he is that way forever and would like to beat the living crap out of him and neuter him so he can be always mangled and never satisfy a woman....and the other part of me knows I have to forgive and and let go..our class and school is really tiny so there's not really room for hatred and crap...Fucking bastard....

So what? I has the effing supistute until he could get my prettier and skinnier friend? Dickhead....Whatever I can get soooo much better....Smarter, someone whose actually good-looking, motivated, understanding, loving (but not the "I want to get in your pants" kind), and perferably not blonde...every guy so far who has like me is A) Blonde and B)not a looker (most of them none whatsoever). It's not that I'm based on looks, they are a bonus, it's just I want someone who doesn't look like they've gotten run over by a roller truck... Guys suck...that's for sure...whatever right now I just need to focus on my life and getting through the first year of high school. Oh which reminds me....

Did anyone still want to hear about my school and myspace?

*clears throat, takes deep breath* Okay, so what my crazy school does is they find your myspace and then show it to your parents or somehow try to get you in trouble....but of course they find some good excuse for pointing it out...

They found mine recently and freaked out...My display picture showed me in a freakin' tank tap (actually it was an undershirt) and crap and they like had a hernea...It was immodest and they were afraid for my saftey.....yeah right...they don't even like my family, they only tolerate us because we actually go to their tiny pathetic school so they get money and my family is full of geniuses, well not geniuses but we are one of the smartest families in the school....so there.

Saftey...right! So their excuse was all like, we don't want someone to take you...because there have been people who come into the school parking lot and watch the kids....yeah but I won't be going outside because I'll be in highschool freaking out and doing homework....whatever....they are so retarded....

Yay...there's some of my rant...I swear that is what this thing is for....